I checked again regarding your situation and if you can, recite the Padmasambhava prayer called Sampa Lhundrupma. Recite this as much as you can—at least once a day and more if you want.

You also need to practice Most Secret Hayagriva. You probably haven’t received the initiation, therefore visualize the deity, think that the deity is totally protecting you and your mother, and recite the mantra.

Think that the deity sends light, purifying you, your mother and all sentient beings. Think you are totally protected and no one can harm you.

You can recite Most Secret Hayagriva torma offering praise, however, first put out something to be the torma, like a packet of biscuits.

So please try this.

With much love and prayers...