Kopan Courses No. 3 (Fall 1972) and No. 4 (Spring
1973)
Lama Zopa Rinpoche |
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B. THE DELUSIONS (Page 92)
I. THE SIX PRINCIPAL DELUSIONS
2. Greed (do chag: attached to a desirable object)
“Self-nature beauty” means that we see an object
as beautiful based on the belief of self-existence and the
greed that arises, in turn, on the basis of that.
The being with the controlled mind also sees beauty as we
do but is not attached—we, however, are out of control,
possessed by greed. We see the object as beautiful and problems
arise from our greed—if there is no greed, there are
no problems. In the same way, if there is no hatred, there
are no problems from ugly objects. Therefore, renunciation
of negative mind brings perfect peace, which doesn’t
depend on objects. For the fully renounced mind there are
no problems with any object. Although two people may be in
one place, the being with the uncontrolled mind sees it as
a hot, burning suffering place whereas the holy being with
the well-controlled mind does not, and has no suffering or
problems. For the Enlightened Being, objects that appear
to the ordinary being as undelicious, filthy, and ugly become
delicious, sweet, and beautiful. The experience of objects
for the ordinary being includes so many sufferings and pleasures,
but for the Enlightened Being there is not one tiny suffering,
it is always the same. If we offer him even the most delicious
nectar, which gives much pleasure, he experiences its taste
and the taste of water as equal. All of the experiences of
the Enlightened Being are in the nature of transcendental
happiness, infinite happiness, and are never the experience
of our view. For the holy being any ordinary place is seen
as one with him, as a pure land, a completely purified realm,
that which can also become the mandala without differentiation.
The Enlightened Being always experiences the different objects,
different foods, and different views that we experience in
such unbalanced, unequal ways as beauty, with transcendental
happiness. This is due only to mental change, complete purification,
and having all realizations. He always sees in beauty, and
there is no greed.
4. (d) Pride of my consciousness—for example, when
we are angry, we feel that “I” am more important
than anyone. We also feel that the body and the “I” are
one, and that the five aggregates are “me.” We
have a strong view of the self-existent “I,” that
the body is “I,” or an entity. One destroys,
the other subsides. We can feel the “I” pump
up and down from the heart. There is a similar reaction when
we feel fear, but it’s hard to remember all this since
we are unconscious with our own experiences.
5. Doubt is usually based on one of two points, “it
is” or “it is not.” For example, we may
have doubt whether the “I” exists or not, whether
it is permanent or not. Or we may think that maybe this is
the path to liberation or maybe it isn’t. We think
maybe or maybe not about anything. Being skeptical, the person
doesn’t practice, and therefore doesn’t receive
realizations. This is the greatest disturbance because it
doesn’t allow us to follow the path to nirvana. Doubt
stops us from creating good karma, thinking, “Is there?” or “Isn’t
there?” all the time.
6. In meditation we should always check up on our delusions.
For example we should think, “Do I have this belief
or that belief?” and “Who am ‘I’?” The “I” we
talk about here is just the relative name, the “I” we
usually talk about, the “self-I,” the negative
mind. The other “I” is purified away from this,
cleaned of all negativity.
(a) As atoms of metal make up the bell, this life’s
physical existence depends on the five skandhas.
(b) At death the mind involuntarily separates from body,
but it doesn’t mean “I” cease. Life is
the relationship between body and mind. The mind has to have
a possessor, the person, so as ignorance ceases the “I” doesn’t
cease—it cannot since the mind is continual. Even if
we reach enlightenment, the mind is completely continual.
Even if we reach enlightenment, completely purifying every
single negative mind, the pure mind remains. Some think that
the mind won’t continue after death, like a burnt out
candle—that no physical body means no mind. This is
a wrong conception.
II. THE TWENTY SECONDARY DELUSIONS (Page 93)
These arise from the six root delusions, and the twenty
delusions are all mental, not physical. The term sem chung
means a mind mainly analyzing the quality or essence of the
object.” These twenty are different aspects of the
six root delusions and there are fifty-one sem chung or secondary
mental factors. We should recognize these different types
of negative mind, checking while reading to see, “Do
I have each one?”
8. Shame
We use “shame” in association with oneself,
although we are never really alone as the enlightened beings
are able to see all, and “shy” when we are associated
with other people. Shame is very important in Dharma practice,
and is based on fear, which is based on understanding. It
may be positive or negative.
(i) For example, someone who doesn’t have shame may
do funny things when alone since there’s nobody around,
and is not ashamed of performing negative actions in the
presence of enlightened beings. He is not concerned about
creating bad karma and he has lack of fear of the suffering
result. Being afraid of breaking vows is positive shame.
(ii) Negative shame increases the negative mind because
it causes us only to care for the eight temporal desires,
working for them shamelessly (i.e. without positive shame).
For example, someone goes to a party and dresses in the best
way, different from other people, so that others will notice
and admire him or her. Such an action is done with negative
shame for those desires, and the motive is for one’s
own comfort and reputation, thinking, “If I’m
not dressed well, people will think I’m this or that.” He
or she feels shy of not dressing well because people will
think the opposite of that which is desired. All this is
negative shame.
We should feel shame in performing actions against the wishes
of the enlightened beings and should check up if an act is
the result of negative mind. If there is no shame, we always
create negative karma. We must keep the mind conscious all
the time because negative actions are usually created by
the unconscious mind. If we have a negative thought and realize
that it’s negative and that it can cause bad karma
with a suffering result, this can decrease the power of the
karma according to the strength of the thought and the strength
of repentance. Also, the stronger the upset (shock) from
the thought (or act), the less likely is it to recur. But
if there is no deep understanding of the suffering result
we will keep on doing it even though we feel it’s a
bad thing. Continued meditation helps by keeping the mind
conscious of negative karma and stopping evil actions, and
also allows stronger repentance.
So, positive shame, which works to destroy greed, is completely
opposite to samsaric (negative) shame, which works only for
greed, and cares only for the temporal comfort. The happiness
or unhappiness in any situation is only one’s mental
conception. Usually it’s a result of negative shame,
feeling shy about positive actions—for example for
giving up desires in contrast to positive shame, which makes
one shy of creating negative actions.
III. THE FOUR CHANGEABLE MENTAL ACTIONS (Page 95)
1. Sleep can be virtuous or non-virtuous—if we sleep
having meditated on Guru Shakyamuni beforehand, with bodhicitta,
the rest of the sleep is virtuous, following this impulse.
But if we go to sleep with some kind of greed arising, our
sleep becomes non-virtuous. Also, if we have sexual intercourse
before sleep, or goes to sleep feeling angry with someone,
it’s non-virtuous. Such negativities may recur during
sleep as dreams, and continue upon awakening.
2. Negatively, this is repenting positive actions. For example,
you attend the meditation course but cancel out the good
karma of this good act by feeling sorry that you didn’t
stay in Katmandu smoking hashish, eating good food, and listening
to music.
4. Negatively, the object to which we are attached is assessed
as good or bad based on the details. For a car, for example,
we will think of the whitewall tires or the color. For a
person we will think of their face, hair, skin color, and
so forth. Positively, we check the details, of a flower for
example, with respect to its impermanence and so on.
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C. THE WHEEL OF LIFE (Page 96)
(KHOR WA, CIRCLE)
This is an explanation of what we are experiencing and not
something that is happening only to others. The drawing of
the wheel of life explains the sufferings of the different
realms of samsara. Here we meditate from cause to result.
The creator of samsara and suffering is ignorance and each
being’s suffering is created by each being’s
experience, so we meditate from ignorance to death. Suffering
is ignorance and cessation brings peace. Each samsaric rebirth
has its twelve links but enlightenment severs them.
1. Ignorance
To get out of samsara we must destroy ignorance of absolute
truth and ignorance of karma. Knowing the evolution of karma
stops us from creating negative karma.
(b) The ignorant mind creating negative karma is ignorant
of the absolute true nature, which causes the suffering of
the three lower realms. Ignorance of karma leads to the creation
of evil actions, the ten immoralities, which brings the different
suffering, ignorant rebirths that lack the chance to practice
or understand Dharma. In these rebirths, we continuously
create more bad karma since we are still ignorant of the
absolute true nature, and as still more negative karma is
created we develop greater ignorance of the absolute true
nature of ignorance. Without fully seeing the faults of ignorance,
we only build more ignorance. Creating negative karma obscures
the mind more and more and makes it harder and harder to
see the absolute true nature, and makes us more and more
ignorant of the absolute true nature. Therefore we create
more and more negative karma. That is how ignorance is the
principal cause of all suffering.
Therefore, the main method, the principal direct method
to quickly get out of samsara is to realize the absolute
true nature of reality. Therefore, we see how understanding
shunyata quickly releases us from samsara and is so important.
All suffering is rooted in the ignorance of the absolute
true nature and as the understanding of shunyata is the complete
opposite of this, it directly helps to remove ignorance.
The person who understands the absolute true nature never
creates bad karma, because no ignorance of the absolute true
nature means no ignorance of karma. It is definite that such
a person will not be reborn in the three lower realms of
suffering.
Ignorance of the absolute true nature is like the poison
that threatens life, and understanding of the absolute true
nature is like an antidote to the poison. Not taking the
antidote and just eating food doesn’t help lengthen
the life, although neither can we live on the antidote alone
without depending on food. So the effect of poison is like
the effect of ignorance of the absolute true nature, creating
good karma is like eating food, and understanding shunyata
is like the antidote. Again: poison (ignorance), food (good
karma), and antidote (understanding shunyata). Good karma
helps but is not a direct method. The person who takes the
antidote should know that food is the most important thing
that supports life, so continuously taking the antidote and
completely forgetting the food is a big mistake—the
life can be neither long nor happy. The person who realizes
the absolute true nature always sees the importance of following
karma, that creating positive karma and not creating negative
karma is the most important thing. The person not careful
of karma who says, “I can see shunyata,” proves
that he has no understanding of the absolute true nature
at all. If he has carelessness in terms of karma it means
that he has no realization of the absolute true nature, despite
anything he says. The person who fully realizes the absolute
true nature of person, mind, existence, and karma also has
full belief and confidence in the evolution of karma at the
same time, and therefore cares very much about creating positive
karma and avoiding the creation of negative karma. For instance,
the person who has realized the absolute truth of karma realizes
that cause and effect (karma) is dependent, and has knowledge
that the absolute truth of karma never betrays cause and
effect.
Thinking that karma doesn’t exist is the wrong realization
of the absolute true nature. This knowledge of shunyata is
wrong. The right realization of shunyata sees definitely
that karma exists and is dependent, and sees the relative
truth of cause and effect clearly. Such realization of the
absolute true nature seeing dependent cause and effect as
more true definitely exists. The right view of shunyata is
that the relative truth, karma, cause and effect, definitely
exists—it sees the absolute true nature of karma. If
we do not see this then our realization of shunyata is imperfect.
And it’s the same thing—as the realization and
understanding that dependent, causative karma is definite
deepens, confidence greatly increases. We will develop full
confidence as we see this more clearly, identifying its evolution
as causative, understanding that positive karma brings a
positive result and negative karma brings a negative result.
This helps a great deal to develop the realization of the
absolute true nature.
Just as a bird needs both wings to fly and can’t fly
with only one, in the same way both realizations are so important
to escape from suffering. We must have full confidence in
the evolution of karma—in causative, dependent karma,
and the realization of the absolute true nature. Without
both we cannot escape from samsara. Both are very necessary—the
understanding that the relative truth is dependent and existent,
and the realization of its absolute true nature, the voidness
of the absolute true nature of the relative truth. Therefore,
as much as we can study the subject of karma, that much it
will help us to realise the absolute true nature.
Understanding of the evolution of karma is very helpful
for understanding shunyata. Why do these two help each other?
By proving factual existence and how it is correlated with
the object. For example, if the absolute true nature of the
table (voidness) is the absolute true nature of the book
(relative truth) and vice versa, then we cannot understand
either. But the absolute true nature of each is interrelated.
Therefore, receiving the wrong realization of shunyata or
exposure to incorrect teachings, study, or meditation from
the wrong person makes it is possible that we may negate
karma, and see karma as non-existent. This is due to the
wrong realization of the absolute true nature, the opposite
of the absolute true nature. Therefore the person who sees
that karma doesn’t exist no longer cares about karma
and thus creates negative karma. That person is recognized
by the great yogis as having not fully realized shunyata.
That person finds the wrong nature, and believes that karma,
the relative truth, doesn’t exist and so creates much
bad karma such as heresy by saying that nothing exists—me,
him, Buddhadharma. Believing that everything is non-existent,
that there is no karma, no nirvana, and no samsara will cause
him to create much bad karma, and that wrong realization
will make him much more ignorant, which makes him create
even more bad karma. Therefore it is important to always
talk about karma, but it is not an easy subject; it helps
in so many ways and it is always important to meditate on
karma also.
Also, at this moment we are all here at Kopan, together,
from different places, talking about a subject new for most
of us, Dharma, that we’ve never heard about before
in the earlier part of this life, or even in dreams. A subject
that is opposite to before. There is something which has
brought about this arrangement—our karma. Why do things
happen like this without us having any idea of it before,
not even the impulse, coming from the West? The reason is
karma.
Without fully realizing the suffering of samsara, we cannot
escape from it, because to do this we must have the fully
renounced mind. To not get hurt by a fire we must recognize
its nature—that it’s hot and that it burns—and
in the same way we must recognize the nature of samsara.
As we renounce touching fire, so we must renounce samsara.
It is very useful to meditate on samsara both ways as shown,
although these notes are a very condensed version. Meditation
stops the arising of the wrong conception that samsaric happiness
is true happiness.
2. Karmic Formation
(Du che means by gathering delusions; lä has to be
a mental thing). Lä, or karma, is mental—it refers
to the actions of body, speech, and mind. Actually actions
of body and speech come from the mind and also affect the
mind, leaving impressions upon it.
(a) Meritorious karma, variable or invariable, brings upper
realm rebirth.
(i) Variable karma. For example a person has created karma
to be both a dog and a pig. By taking a pig rebirth, although
the person is reborn in the form of a pig, it is possible
to experience the potential of the karma of a dog, because
they are of the same “caste,” i.e., in animal
form. It is also possible for human beings to complete two
results by taking one form—this can happen when a person
has created the karma to be two different human beings, to
take two different human forms, and takes one, completing
the ability of both. This is the opposite of invariable karma.
(ii) Invariable karma. It is possible for human and animals
to experience this, but there are some stages where this
result cannot happen, such as in the world of form. In the
form realm there are different four different mental categories,
four different stages, that are attained through craving
and, originally, samadhi meditation. This means that one
receives these different stages through craving the rapturous
ecstasy of samadhi. If one creates the karma to experience
the third stage, for example, that potential cannot be finished
in the second.
(b) Demeritorious karma brings lower rebirth, and also causes
suffering in the upper realms.
(c) Neutral karma doesn’t bring results such as suffering
and happiness. However, you should check up whether a neutral
feeling is the result of neutral action or not.
3. Mind has the ability to be conscious but as it travels
around the six realms it is not necessarily so. Karmic impressions
limit consciousness, and result in the five skandhas or aggregates—one
that is form and four that are not.
The relationship between ignorance and the actions of body,
speech, and mind is that the former creates the latter. When
action is created it leaves an impression on the consciousness,
like planting seed in a field. Ignorance causes action, which
in turn affects the consciousness and leaves a karmic impression.
If there were no consciousness then all the rest could not
happen—the results, for example, or the experience
of different things in different lives. Just as the monkey
jumps from tree to tree, so consciousness goes from life
to life. There is consciousness that is the result and consciousness
that is the cause.
4. Name and Form (Page 97)
A house depends on walls and a roof—many things are
fixed, and it’s a house. If it doesn’t have one
of the walls it isn’t a house. In the same way, without
the five skandhas a person can’t exist, and form cannot
come into being without previous karma. The father and mother
produce the form, which is the vehicle for the baby’s
mind, in the womb.
Pung po (aggregate) means “group,” or
something that depends on a group. For example, consciousness
depends on a group or continuity, just as it does on time.
If it is form, each atom depends on the group or the parts.
Skandha means group or aggregates.
5. Six Sense Organs
The organ is the pure ability, for example, of the sense
of tongue, and where the tongue is situated. It is the same
with body, ear, eye, nose, and consciousness. The sense becomes
momentarily invisible after death and does not continue.
Consciousness continues. According to the rebirth, it continues
and enjoys the six different objects. When the pure ability,
the very calm, essential ability of the body degenerates,
the body loses it. It is the same, for example, with the
eye—that which is inside the eyeball is the pure ability,
the very subtle, essential ability, the physical ability.
When this essential ability, very subtle, calm ability becomes
loose, when it is endangered, simultaneously all the senses
situated on it become loose because this ability is the vehicle.
When it is disturbed so is the sense, because it is the vehicle
of the sense. For example, how does eating things affect
the mind and cause the mind to determine whether it is a
healthy or a dangerous thing, for instance? It affects the
pure, calm, essential ability. By affecting the eye, it indirectly
affects the sense. Also, at death time why are there no feelings?
Because the base, the vehicle, of the sense is absorbed,
so the sense is also absorbed. Why is it that when some dangerous
things happen to the physical form it has an effect on the
senses, and they cannot be used? Because the sense base is
damaged, through disease, for example. That doesn’t
mean that the sense is matter or a physical thing. Sense
is sentiment.
Also, when we concentrate on one part of the body we have
no feeling of the other parts; we become unconscious, not
understanding the other parts of the body. This is due to
the fact that where the mind concentrates, the vehicle of
the mind, the wind, also concentrates, and as a result we
are not conscious of other parts of the body. Usually, whenever
the eye looks at an object it can see it, but when we pay
more attention to sound, even though the eye is looking at
the object it is not conscious of it. Because the mind is
paying attention to and is more concentrated on the sound,
through the nerves of the ear, it is the same thing—the
energy also follows it. It is not as strongly existent in
the nerves of the eyes at this time; therefore, the sense
of eye doesn’t see the object when the mind pays attention
to sound. Sometimes, also, we don’t know that we feel
hungry, and then someone also talks about food and our stomachs
feel hungry. Other sufferings are also like this—becoming
more apparent when the mind pays more attention to it. So,
whatever the sense, if the person is looking at a flower,
for example, then as the mind pays attention to that through
the nerves of the eyes, wind or energy also comes and the
person can tell the color and so forth, and discriminate
the flower like this.
6. Contact
This is, for example, the mind thinking of permanent or
impermanent things, or of the absolute true nature. There
are many existing things that are the object of the mind.
7. Feelings
The feeling of equilibrium is the same as the feeling of
indifference. With the equilibrium meditation, when there
is the feeling of equilibrium for all sentient beings, there
is a neutral feeling for all sentient beings. By meditating
on the object of all sentient beings, a neutral feeling,
an equal feeling, arises. But when we have the conception
of friend and enemy there is a different feeling—pleasure,
happiness, and attachment, and suffering, dislike, and hatred.
Contact brings feeling so that all negative minds arise.
If we don’t use the methods and follow their practice,
as suffering, happiness, and so forth arise, hatred and greed
also arise, building negative mind. Therefore we should always
check up our feeling with an object. Why? Because of thinking
that there is self-existent suffering or self-existent happiness
due to an object. For instance, when we see a person who
has a nice shape, our minds become attached and we enjoy
looking at it, find pleasure in it, and experience temporal
samsaric happiness. This feeling arises from contact of the
object of the sense of eye with the eye. But my eye sense
is not one with his body and his body is not one or interrelated
with my organ sense; he is there and I am here.
However, generally, contact is a mental conception. There
is no actual contact in my eye or on his body, it cannot
be found on any part of his body or my eye—it is a
conception of mind, it is made into belief by mind. Just
his being close, in the view of my eye, is believed to be
contact. This is just a mere mental conception, belief. It’s
the same thing with delicious food—contact is not in
the food or the tongue. As it gets closer and touches the
tongue, there is the mental conception of contact. Feeling
happiness upon seeing the physical body is also merely mental
conception. This pleasure is not on his body, arising only
in dependence on him, existing only from him, the object.
This pleasure does not only depend on that person, arising
from his side alone. The attachment sees the object as beautiful
on the basis of self-experience, sees it in the nature of
beauty, then defines this as receiving pleasure. This it
is merely our own conception or belief. This pleasure is
mere conception, belief, our own creation—the mere
creation of our own mind. Seeing the person in beauty is
merely the conception of the person looking at the other,
the conception of his mind. As the happy feeling is a mere
mental belief, the contact and the beauty are also mental
belief, conception.
Why is feeling pleasure by looking at a person mere mental
belief? If it only depended on arising from the person’s
side, when we get angry with or tired of that person it shouldn’t
happen that one no longer sees the person in beauty and no
longer gets pleasure from seeing him. Although the person
still looks the same and has a similar shape, due to our
negative minds of pride, anger, and jealousy, we see the
person as an undesirable object. Our feelings have changed
yet this change does not depend on the shape of the object
changing. This can happen in two minutes—that pleasure
becomes anger, happiness becomes suffering. That’s
why pleasure defined through contact with such a person is
his mere belief, mental conception, and the creation of his
own mind, just as contact and seeing a person in beauty is
also only a mental creation. Therefore, suffering is only
our own creation, our own belief.
Contact is not on the eye or the object, it is called “contact” by
the mind. Being near the object, the object being in the
view of the eye, is called contact.
The definition of pleasure is mere mental conception—that
feeling is the creation of the mind. Besides this being the
person’s belief, the pleasure derived from the contact
of the object is also a mere mental conception. The object,
thing or person, being closer to our view is defined as a
meeting, and also seeing the object in beauty is a mere mental
conception. There is no such beauty that exists from the
object’s side. We usually believe that the beauty comes
from the object’s side and exists as a self-entity.
In fact, even if we seek the beauty as it is seen, we cannot
find it or point to it. If that beauty that we see in our
view were true, that beauty should be something that exists
only from the object’s side, not depending on the viewer.
That beauty should be one with the object. For example, if
we are considering a person’s body a beautiful person,
every atom of the body should be seen in beauty—the
nose, bones, and flesh should be seen in beauty. But they
are not seen in beauty. When we dissect the body into small
pieces it is not found to have beauty in each part. So beauty
is not one with the body, or any other object, and every
single atom is not beautiful—not even one is beautiful—no
cells of the body, inside or out, are beautiful. Therefore,
like this, we can’t find beauty on the object. Thus,
if even the parts are not beautiful, the whole group together
cannot be, and there is no such beauty existing only from
the object’s side. Even the beauty made by parts of
the body grouped together doesn’t exist only from the
object’s side. It has to depend on the person looking
at it. Without depending on the person looking at small pieces
of the body grouped together, beauty cannot exist. Either
the beauty should exist without depending on the group or
it should be one with it. But without depending on that body
the beauty can’t be found. It never exists only from
the object’s side.
How does that beauty exist for me? It’s only my mental
conception. I conceive it as beautiful. That such aggregated
part of the body I define as beautiful, my mind conceives
as beautiful. My mind calls him beautiful looking. I call
him in such a way, I give him a name, created by my mind.
The beauty I define is only my mental creation, is only my
name, called so by mind. So, now I can see this beauty created
by my mind—I create something and I am attached to
it; I create and I believe.
Our belief in beauty is only something created by ourselves.
We are attached to the beauty that we create with our own
mind, attached to a mental conception—this is senseless.
We are attached to our own creation, to our own mental projections
and reflections. The reason that we are strongly attached,
one reason, speaking in the true way, is that it is our own
mental creation. But we don’t recognize our own mental
creation. Therefore, problems always arise between subject
and object; attachment brings problems. Because of the fundamentally
wrong conception that beauty exists only from the person’s
side without depending on my mental creation at all, that
beauty exists by itself no matter what it is called by my
mind—as a self-entity, as self-existent. Therefore,
because of that wrong conception, that beauty arises from
the object, and then attachment arises also.
If we are conscious that it is our own mind’s mental
creation that comes from our own side, attachment does not
arise. If we think, we can see that the mind attached to
any title is always based on the wrong conception that the
title is a concrete one, solid, and a self-entity. Because
of this wrong conception of titles—king, minister,
judge, doctor, lawyer, and so on—the mind is attached
to the title, as if it is a self-entity, existing by itself.
Therefore, generally speaking, for that reason the mind is
attached to the solidly appearing title. We spend much time
to get that name, study hard, incur many expenses, and maybe
in the end we won’t even get that name. And even though
we may receive the certificate, paper, or job, where is the
title we have received? After all this time and energy spent,
this title that we received is completely opposite to the
title we have been looking it.
The actual title—what it is irrelevant—sweeper,
king, president, and so on—is merely words, only names,
which is only a creation of mind. That doesn’t mean
that the mind and body of the person called “president” become
one with president. And now it is clear how it is opposite
to what we have been expecting, spending much time and energy,
much negative mind, and much attachment to bring it about.
The way that we see the title is as a self-entity and not
as a creation of mind; it is as a title that exists by itself,
not dependent on name, not dependent on mind creating it,
calling it, but as something solid and concrete. This is
the opposite of the real title, which doesn’t exist
in that way but in the opposite way.
The man receiving the title “president” is also
only a mere name, a mental conception. It is the same thing
with beauty. If beauty existed only from the object’s
side without depending on the mind of the person looking,
then the object should be seen as beautiful to everyone.
But what I see as beautiful is not seen as beautiful by all
other beings. It is seen in different ways by different people.
Even when a person or object is recognized as a most beautiful
thing by one, others see it as ugly, and do not like it.
Many people see it in different ways and give it different
names, such as beautiful, ugly, and so forth. So is that
object ugly and beautiful all together?
All living beings see things differently and this proves
that such names are merely mental conceptions of the viewer,
created by the person looking, and are only his way of viewing
it. He is attached to his own mental creation. Good or bad
depends on the person. The whole reason is this—as
it is only a mental creation, a name, there is no reason
to be attached to that beauty, that contact, as it is only
our own mental creation.
The reason for saying all these details is only to show
the wrong conceptions and faults of attachment clearly.
8. Craving (Page 98)
A person drinks, becomes drunk, and fights for no real reason.
He knows this happens as it has happened many times before.
Even non-drinkers fight, drunk with ignorance. People bring
wine to a festival—no wine, no festival.
At the end of one life the person craves a human body, leaving
this impression. But he may have to live the next life as
an animal, a dog, for example. At the time of his death as
a dog, the impression for the human rebirth causes craving
for a human rebirth to arise, and so he may be reborn human
again.
Each of the three kinds of craving causes suffering.
9. Grasping
The mind remembers the enjoyment of a past taste and is
attached to it, wanting more. This is grasping.
c) The self-I concept is the concept of the independent “I,” an “I” free
from the skandhas. This cannot be. “I” has to
depend on body and mind, or on the mind alone. We make two
divisions, body and mind, without talking of the problem
of the five skandhas. Because of these two, “I” exist.
But “I” cannot exist without my mind and it is
not mind only, either. This is the “I” that is
beginningless. Until one is enlightened there is always some
body; at enlightenment we become the pure “I.”
“Self-existent I” means an “I” not
dependent on the aggregates of body and mind. “Life” is
the relationship between body and mind and when these separate,
uncontrolled death occurs. The “I” goes on and
experiences death, followed by rebirth, under the control
of delusion and karma. As long as mind exists there is “I,” and
if mind were to cease so would “I.” But “I” can
die because if “I” is body and mind together,
and the body dies when the body and mind separate at death,
then this “I” dies too. The “I” does
not cease, it just has this experience of death as it has
many other experiences such as sleep, different physical
forms, and so forth.
Each of the four kinds of grasping causes suffering.
10. Becoming
Craving, grasping, and becoming arise just before the result.
We may have to wait eons before a particular group arises
at death, and we may have to work off stronger karmas first.
For example, humans crave human rebirth but may have to take
rebirth in other realms before this is possible. The dying
human creates craving, grasping, and becoming karmas for
a human rebirth. But if he has great negative karma, these
three impressions are delayed until just before the next
human rebirth. In the meantime he may have to spend eons
in the narak, yidak, and animal realms before these impressions
arise to be followed by the next human rebirth. Grasping
fertilizes the becoming link of the result and makes it stronger.
Alternatively, a person may be attached to peacocks, for
instance, and wish he were a peacock, thereby planting the
seed for rebirth as a peacock in a future lifetime. At the
time of death the impression left by the ignorance wanting
to become a peacock gets stronger due to karma. As it becomes
stronger due to craving and grasping at the time of death,
so the person is ready to become a peacock.
II. Rebirth
Past lives leave impressions on the consciousness as a result
of the control of delusion and karma, resulting in the aggregates
(skandhas) for that physical body. The impression, or ability,
is like a seed and is made stronger by craving and grasping
at death, just as elements such as water, heat, and so forth
make the plant seed stronger and give it greater potential.
The seed starting to sprout is equivalent to becoming.
In past times humans have also been born from eggs and from
heat. Many animals are born from heat. Humans can also take
spontaneous rebirth, as can pretas. The rebirths in the sura,
asura, and narak realms are spontaneous.
FUTURE KARMIC RESULTS (Page 99)
Consider the person who spends his life killing animals,
such as the hunter, butcher, or soldier. Even though he looks
rich, like he is not suffering and is enjoying himself, it
is definite that he will experience the result of his bad
karma in the future as long as he doesn’t try to stop
the result before it arises, doesn’t follow the path,
and doesn’t purify. If he doesn’t try to purify
himself, even the enlightened being cannot prevent his suffering,
even if it has to be experienced for thousands of great eons.
This is because the power of the sentient beings’ karma
and the power of the enlightened beings are equal. Karma
is very strong, so each person has to make his own effort—it
can never be cut off by God. Unless this person does so himself
he will have to experience many horrible results.
It is definite that a being that creates so much negative
karma yet seems to be enjoying his work does this for only
a few years, and it is definite that in the future his suffering
will be greater than his happiness. There is nothing to trust
in the aspect of someone creating so much negative karma
yet enjoying his work—we cannot think that because
of this there is no karma. It’s a big mistake to do
so. This is a wrong conception, a conception that does not
understand the evolution of karma, that does not understand
Dharma, and a conception that can cheat someone out of creating
positive actions and cause that person to be negatively influenced
by a negative person, destroying his chance of happiness,
wasting this and many other future lives.
We may create much good karma in early life, purify the
mind a great deal, and then follow negative influences so
that it becomes obscured again. We cannot trust such a negative
yet enjoyable life, it is so short—we should not think
that there is no karma or no suffering result just because
the temporal life is happy despite such negative actions.
The present enjoyment is the good result, but only for a
few months or years—even one hundred years is nothing,
because it is definite that after this life we won’t
enjoy life due to having created heavy negative karma.
Nagarjuna’s quotation (Page 99) gives a complete idea
of the evolution of karma and is very useful to know.
“Two deluded actions” refer to karmic formation
and becoming.
“
Three deluded causes” refer to ignorance, craving,
and grasping.
“
Seven uncontrolled results” refer to consciousness,
name and form, the six sense bases, contact, feeling, rebirth,
old age, and death.
The twelve links are involved in each samsaric rebirth.
At the present moment we are in the result, the twelve links
of this human life. What has finished for this life? Three
causes: ignorance, craving, grasping, and two actions: karmic
formation and becoming. Now we are in the seven results,
on the way to completion. What still has to happen? Death—we
are waiting. When this has occurred our work has finished,
one set of twelve links will be over.
Each samsaric being is in the circle of these twelve links.
This can be finished in two or three consecutive lives, but
not in one life, or it can be finished over a longer period
of time, for example there can be a great eon between cause
and result. We have already created so many horrible negative
karmas many long eons ago, yet have not experienced their
results.
How can the twelve links be completed in two lives? (Page
99)
(a) In my earlier life I created the karma to be reborn
a monkey in a future life, but for the rest of the lifetime
I live purely, in precepts, purifying, decreasing attachment,
and creating much good karma. This karma is stronger than
the monkey karma at the time of death since I desire to be
reborn in the upper realms. My ignorance leaves an impression
on the consciousness—the seed to be a human being as
I desired, and for which I created much good karma. Each
time as I desired this, this impression became stronger and
stronger. At death there is craving for the human body and
grasping in the mind to again take a human rebirth. The grasping
makes the seed of the becoming human stronger. Now two actions
have been completed in this life, and three causes also:
ignorance created karmic formation by creating good karma
and left impressions on the consciousness, and craving, grasping,
and becoming finish at death time. Now there are seven results
left.
(b) Those seven finish in the second future life, because
the seed, the becoming link of the human life, becomes stronger
at death and makes me take the human rebirth right after
the intermediate stage, without a narak rebirth or one of
another shape. This is how the twelve links of the future
human life are completed.
c) But now there is still the karma to be reborn a monkey,
created in the previous life (a) through ignorance causing
negative karma, which left an impression on the consciousness.
One cause, ignorance, and one action, negative karma, were
completed in that life. The other action, becoming, and the
two other causes, craving and grasping, are completed in
the second life (b) unless in that life I create heavier,
more habitual karma than the monkey karma. If the monkey
karma is heavier than any other karma, then at death (b)
the craving, grasping, and becoming to be a monkey make this
seed very strong and so in the third life I take rebirth
as a monkey and complete the seven results of then.
Between completing ignorance and karmic formation and craving,
grasping, becoming, and the seven results there may be many
eons. In many previous lives our ignorance caused many negative
karmic formations, but we still have not experienced the
craving, grasping, and becoming related to them. Of course
in one life, even in one day, a person makes much preparation
for the narak, preta, and animal realms by creating so many
different kinds of negative karma. Our ignorance creates
so many karmic formations in this life, infinitely more demeritorious
then meritorious. For each one there is a different twelve
links—all kinds of animal rebirths and so forth, and
also some from good karma, the twelve links that bring upper
realm rebirth. We create many hundreds in each life and all
have to be completed in the future if not purified.
Our lives are really much more imprisoned than the jails
we recognize—there is no way to get out of these many
other sets of the twelve links, to be free. We have started
so many in this life. Each time we create the twelve links
we are caught in the chain. We start by ignorance and we
catch ourselves—like fish in a net we catch ourselves.
The fish have to end up as a person’s food, and so
each set of the twelve links started has to be experienced
as each of these uncontrolled sufferings, as fish in a net,
out of control. So our life is worse than a material prison—that
kind of prison is like being in a house, but samsara is a
real prison, a karmic prison. It has more to do with the
mind, and so is very difficult. The karmic prison is created
by mind, and so has to be cut off by mind. At least in a
material prison we can still practice Dharma, we can still
meditate, we can teach Dharma to other people. But in the
samsaric prison of the lower realms, we can’t even
have samsaric enjoyments.
Why is a person caught in an ordinary prison? Because his
mind and body are in the real prison of the result of the
human twelve links—he is in the ordinary prison because
his mind and body are in the actual prison of the result
of the twelve links that were started in a previous life,
caught between birth and death. Even in this lifetime he
created so many negative karmas for lower rebirths, as well
as some positive karmas for upper rebirths. He started so
many sets of the twelve links. He is really caught in so
many other different prisons of which he has not yet experienced
the results. Because his mind and body are not completely
out of those actual prisons created by ignorance, he has
no choice but to suffer in the ordinary prison. If he were
out of the twelve links he wouldn’t have the suffering
body that others could imprison and torture, or the suffering
mind. Therefore, the work of getting out of the actual prison
created by ignorance is more important than the work of getting
out of the ordinary prison.
Anyway, it doesn’t matter.
Finishing the Human Twelve Links in Two or Three Lifetimes (Page 99)
(a) Ignorance creates karmic formations, leaving impressions
on the consciousness that cause another human rebirth. Craving
arises at or before death, since we like to be reborn human—there
is especially strong craving at death time, causing grasping
which makes the ability (becoming) for human rebirth stronger.
(b) Human consciousness, name and form, the six sense organs,
contact, and feeling arise in the womb. Then there is rebirth,
and old age, sickness and death. Old age is not definite,
as we can die young. If not completed in this second life,
(c) Maybe completed in this third life if again born human.
Summary:
(a) Ignorance, karmic formation.
(b) This life not necessarily human, at death craving grasping
and becoming for human body arise.
(c) Seven results completed.
THE THREE UPPER REALMS OF SUFFERING (Page 101)
1. HUMAN
Actually, ignorance itself is the cause of suffering, so
any being that has no realization of the absolute true nature
doesn’t recognize his own mind, who he himself is.
Everyone’s life is in samsaric evolution, from rebirth
to death we experience the eight sufferings, we are under
the control of old age and death, not knowing where to go
or how to control the time of death, not having the power
to take a better way at the time of death, suffering from
not finding beautiful objects. Therefore, everyone’s
life is involved in suffering. A person can be a beggar or
a rich man and both are in the prison of the twelve links
and the evolution of the eight sufferings. Some people think
that suffering only means lacking material things—usually
ordinary people think suffering is like that. But suffering
beings have their minds in the twelve links, their minds
in the eight sufferings, their minds in problems. Those who
think that suffering is only being materially poor limit
suffering to the material conditions and don’t have
the understanding of the actual meaning of suffering. The
ordinary person’s conception of suffering is if one
is rich or if one is poor there is suffering. But this is
not the actual meaning of suffering—the actual meaning
of suffering is ignorance, negative mind, and not understanding.
Some people say, “I have materials, I have everything—many
relatives, friends, wife, husband, children, a beautiful
garden, and an apartment. I’m okay. I have no suffering,
why should I practice Dharma, I don’t need Dharma.” Those
who don’t understand suffering think it’s a question
of being rich or poor, which is a big mistake. They think
Dharma is something necessary only for poor people or for
those whose minds are crazy.
If materials brought satisfaction without depending on Dharma,
the inner method of mind control, then there would be no
need to follow Dharma or for it to exist. If satisfaction
depended on the collection of materials and the minds of
those people who have these things are living in dissatisfaction,
that is a problem. This keeps them always busy, worried—their
minds are suffering, dissatisfied, tied in the twelve links,
life has to go around and around. Their lives are under the
control of the twelve links, begun by ignorance—so
their lives are suffering and under the control of the eight
sufferings—they have no control of rebirth and death,
no idea where the mind will go, and no idea of what to do
at death time. That means that their lives are suffering
and the person who thinks like this is cheating himself,
deceiving himself. How is that life suffering? It is already
caught in the prison of the twelve links, is on the way to
completing the present twelve links of human life. Each second
is on the way to the end of the twelve links, to death. Before
completing this result, this person is already caught in
so many other twelve links, the mind caught is inside. Already
this person’s life is hooked for another life of suffering,
or many other lives. Without even finishing the result of
the human twelve links, on the way to death he has already
created many hundreds of sets of the twelve links, ignorance
causing karmic formation that bring many other sets of the
twelve links. Just as the fish in the net waits to be finished
by the person—cut, cooked, eaten, and so forth—so
we wait.
Also, those who think their lives are perfect, not in suffering,
are already caught in so many hundreds of other sets of the
twelve links, ready to experience those many other sufferings
in future lifetimes. Thinking like this, we recognize ourselves
more and more clearly, and so get more and more upset as
we recognize our own mind. Before this we felt happy and
comfortable but that is a great mistake. It’s like
seeing a sort of a mirage of a river—when we look at
the sand that reflects the sun, appearing to be running water,
we are happy because we desire to bathe in it and run to
it. But this is an exhausting thing because there’s
no river there, there is nothing there. We only think we
are happy.
2. ASURA
The being in this realm is like a man who is very guilty,
who does very unusual things, very criminal, beyond the usual
range of human action. As this kind of person is not recognized
as a man, is thought to be beyond usual human behavior and
recognized as unusual, just like that, so is the asura a
very cruel god, having much avarice, always fighting a great
deal. He is deported from the sura realms as the most guilty
person is expelled from a society. Due to his karma he is
so ignorant, his mind greatly obscured, usually very jealous
and avaricious.
Asura beings come from nearby, from a place situated near
the shore of the ocean of Mt. Meru. From there they come
up to fight the sura beings. As the teachings degenerate
on earth, people become more evil, create more negative actions,
and if the asuras fight at such times, the evil spirits defeat
the good.
3. SURA
(a) Usually the bodies of these samsaric gods and goddesses
emanate light, sweet smells, not dirty smells, and beauty.
The gods are always surrounded by many hundreds of goddesses,
always enjoying themselves greatly. At their time of death
this changes completely.
(i) The body smells very dirty and not even the closest relatives approach
them.
(ii) Flowers put on the body and around the neck become old and die.
(iii) The body gets dust all over it.
(iv) They experience great worry as karmically they see clearly that they will
be reborn in the narak realms.
(v) While the whole thing changes they become very ugly, no one looks after
them, the beautiful light fades, the goddesses desert them. They feel very
lonely and suffer much.
(b) The sura beings are under the control of other gods
who have more possessions.
(c) Those with little power and few possessions get deported.
They are always fighting, and if any part of the body is
cut it grows again. This is their karmic creation. If the
net is cut they die.
4. GODS OF THE FORM AND FORMLESS REALMS
A being takes rebirth in the world of form as a result of
getting tired and bored of enjoying the objects of the five
senses (which is only the partially renounced mind) and through
being attached to the rapturous ecstasy that their practice
of samadhi meditation brings. From here, a being can also
be born in the world of formlessness. As a result of getting
tired of samsaric pleasure and having a kind of renunciation
for its pleasure, while still feeling indifference, not happiness
or suffering, a being takes rebirth in the world of formlessness,
and from rebirth to death remains completely unconscious
with no cognition, and becomes invisible.
In the world of form there are seventeen categories, and
in the formless world there are four categories. The four
categories of the formless realm are:
(i) Limitless sky—thinking the whole of existence,
whether matter or not, is as emptiness, like the sky or empty
space. Even after that, concentrating the mind more on this,
one thinks only
(ii) Limitless consciousness. Then thinking only
(iii) Nothingness. Then
(iv) The Summit of Samsara.
Whenever a being is born in samsara it is always in the
twelve links, suffering the eight different sufferings, and
those of all the different realms. We must not be attached
to any samsaric rebirth, even the human rebirth. The principal
thing to do is to get out of samsara altogether, but if we
can’t get out this lifetime, we should take a human
life next time, as a bridge to escape. As after one crosses
a river there is no further need of the bridge, so after
one is out of samsara there is no need for a human rebirth.
Not taking enjoyment from samsaric pleasures or possessions
is the result of understanding samsaric suffering and is
the purpose of meditating on samsaric suffering. If we don’t
meditate, we always have attachment to rebirth in those realms—for
example, to rebirth as a rich human being. But one cannot
always be a human being actually—sometimes we are up,
sometimes down.
As long as we have negative mind we suffer. Without seeing
samsara as a fire we cannot renounce attachment, and then
it is impossible to get out of samsara.
THE MAHAYANA EQUILIBRIUM MEDITATION (Page 103)
This meditation is fundamental to all the Mahayana meditations
and to tantric meditation. It is extremely useful and is
used by those who have great psychic powers, their chakras
open, who can fly, make footprints on stone, turn fire to
water, make prophesies, and so forth. But this meditation
is regarded as more useful than these powers, which can be
acquired without the realizations of this meditation on the
absolute truth of the equality between oneself and other
beings. This meditation brings realization of the equality
of all sentient beings—oneself, friend, enemy, stranger,
animal, insect, and so forth. Those who acquire psychic powers
without this realization are not inner beings, and have no
realizations of the evolution of samsara, karma, and so forth.
Powers thus acquired cannot cut suffering, cannot cut samsara.
There, outer beings don’t have inner peace.
The equilibrium meditation is especially useful for stopping
attachment and anger. It is a meditation that makes equalizes
oneself and all sentient beings by cultivating the mind not
having attachment towards some and anger towards others.
When this equilibrium is realized, the feeling of equality
follows intuitively. If this is not felt then the meditation
has not been realized.
We must stop discrimination—doing so releases the
mind from so many problems with family, friends, and enemies,
and brings peace. The achievement of psychic powers without
realizations does not bring peace, release from samsara,
realization of absolute truth, fully renounced mind, or lack
of attachment and anger. This meditation is the best way
to bring peace to the world. The discriminating, complicated,
partial expectant mind is the exact opposite of that which
this meditation brings and is the cause of all problems in
the world—in families, in societies, and in countries.
So this meditation is very useful. Each time we do it the
mind gets closer and closer to the subject, becoming more
and more familiar with it. Little by little the mind comes
into equilibrium from its unsubdued state. As it does so,
the actions of greed and anger arise less and less often,
since the negative mind responsible for them decreases. Also,
as discrimination decreases, the mind doesn’t create
so many problems for other people—discrimination causes
us to engage in negative actions towards family, friends,
and all sentient beings—so all are helped by subduing
the mind. We create less negative karma and so do those with
whom we come into contact. All sentient beings become equal,
and not by means of material possessions as in external political
attempts at peace, but by our mind. They become equal to
our view, without depending on their actions towards us,
such as harming, helping, or non-action, as assessed by worldly
thought. Such limited mind only thinks of the present actions
and can’t see the infinite previous lives, where all
have been all things. Hence the worldly limited mind, which
seems logical to itself, can never see all sentient beings
as equal. A mind in equilibrium cannot be betrayed by friend,
enemy, and so forth, as it sees all of them as equal. Such
is a strong mind, unshakeable, a mind not complicated by
attachment, anger, or ignorance, a mind without confusion.
This mind always generates happiness and brings peace to
other people. Therefore this mind stops others from creating
bad karma—the enemy no longer reacts with anger, the
friend is no longer attached.
Thus the principal cause of not seeing people in equilibrium
is the non-equilibrium mind. The mind of equilibrium sees
all sentient beings in equality, and is the only way to bring
peace to all, which cannot be done by trying to share possessions,
wealth, land, and so on.
Guru Shakyamuni said, “Anything growing on this earth,
any flowers, fruit-bearing trees, forests, or ayurvedic plants,
is due to the lake called Matu, and that lake depends on
its possessor, the nagas. Therefore whatever grows from the
earth depends on those nagas. In the same way, every single
past and each future happiness, be it samsaric or non-samsaric,
of each being, and all realizations including enlightenment—all,
from the tiniest samsaric pleasure such as a cooling breeze
upwards—arises from bodhicitta, and without it cannot
exist. Even the happiness of animals, insects, and so forth
cannot exist and is impossible without bodhicitta.”
How does every samsaric and other type of happiness result
from bodhicitta? Every single happiness of all our past lives,
every present happiness, even today’s, and all future
happiness up to enlightenment arises due to the power of
bodhicitta. Therefore, bodhicitta is the most important thing,
more important than this body or this life. Through bodhicitta
we can have the best, most perfect, most meaningful life.
Why is bodhicitta more important than this life or body?
Because it can never cause even a tiny suffering, in contrast
to the body, which has been the fundamental base for suffering
and its main cause. No matter how much we trust bodhicitta
it can never betray us. But the body can cheat and bring
many problems. Being attached to this body can cause great
problems with living beings and non-living things. Every
problem arising from this body is due to its very existence,
but bodhicitta can never cause suffering.
This body can cheat, make us think as if we will always
have it and it will always help us. Yet no matter how much
care we take of it, it will leave us in time—even if
we try to keep it happy, away from suffering, no matter.
It doesn’t work as we usually see it, that’s
how it cheats. It creates problems such as those of the family,
of making children—all that suffering that we do not
desire. We do not have control and after a time it cheats
us. But no matter how much we work for, trust, and take care
of bodhicitta it never betrays, not even for a tiny second;
this is not in its nature. Just having life is not enough
to stop suffering and always enjoy happiness—this doesn’t
stop suffering. But bodhicitta can cut off suffering, so
therefore bodhicitta is more important than life. It can
cut off suffering and stop the need for the body.
People in a particular country worry that their country
will lose its power and that they will lose their possessions,
land, and so on. They give up their life or put it in danger
to fight other countries so that they will not lose the possessions
and power that they have. This is because they see these
things as the source of their reputation and pleasure, as
more important than life. This is complicated because we
don’t know if they die to take care of their life or
their possessions. Their main talk is that they want to take
care of their life, so they give it up to take care of the
possessions. This works opposite to the intention in fact.
It is a strange action. They think power and land are the
fundamental source of pleasure, giving happiness. I’m
not complaining, just explaining—like telling you that
the fire is hot, that ice is cold, but not complaining about
fire and ice. This ordinary example shows the meaning of
the ordinary example itself, and also that of bodhicitta,
but it doesn’t mean we should practice the ordinary
example. Those who end their lives through this kind of action
have nothing to do with land, possession, and power—they
are out of chance, they die for the enjoyments of the temporal
life.
Bodhicitta is the fundamental source of our past, present,
and future happiness and therefore is infinitely more important
than material powers and possessions. Even if there is material
enjoyment, it exists only for one life or even less, and
can cause problems. But the help of bodhicitta is eternal—it
has beginning and it results in everlasting happiness that
is one with eternal mind, so its benefits are eternal and
continual for us. Therefore, when we think of the infinite
benefits of bodhicitta and compare them to the ordinary example,
the latter looks so silly, like giving up our life for candy.
That’s why bodhicitta is more important than life.
This practice is very worthwhile.
Anyway, it doesn’t matter.
This well-controlled mind of bodhicitta is attained on the
basis of the fundamental achievement of the equilibrium meditation,
and the achievement of this depends on practice.
Visualize a friend, an enemy (animal or human), a stranger,
and all sentient beings. Remember that the friend was the
enemy and stranger in many previous lives an exactly equal
number of times—it is not possible that he was one
was more than the other. Since friend, enemy, and stranger
are seen as equal, we should have equal feelings towards
them. Then we should think why, in which way, do I get angry
most, what bothers me most? For example, if we are attached
to hearing nice things, we should visualize someone saying
bad things. If we don’t have any enemies, we can do
this with anything that bothers us. At the same time we should
check to see if there is a negative mind arising.
Sometimes if we think how someone is harming us, the more
we think of it, the more angry we get. That mind of dislike
comes to see that person as ugly, an undesirable object,
and we can now use him to compare with the friend and stranger
and to check the different feelings. By going through the
twenty reasons (page 103-107) we will feel the same about
them.
Then think of our parents nearby, they are also equal.
Then think that all sentient beings are also equal, they
were the enemy, friend, stranger, parents, and so forth
in past lives the same number of times. We should think, “There
is no being that I cling to more or detest more.” We
should feel neutral, the mind not clinging, not stuck to
friend. This trouble becomes loosened, relaxed, so the
mind isn’t tight. Also, we should have no anger,
but feel detached, and equal.
After each of the twenty reasons we should think, “Therefore
there is no reason to be attached to the friend or to hate
the enemy.” This is the main resolution that we try
to achieve with this meditation.
Animals such as the cat and spider have this deceptive mind.
The way people fight is different, but the fighting is the
same—one group against another, each an enemy to the
other. Animals also have political minds and cheat one another.
Even monkeys know how to throw things on people’s heads.
Humans fighting and trying to control each other are no different
than animals, and this is not human knowledge. However competent
a person is in such knowledge, this is not human knowledge.
In Tibet if a rat is left to live in a room it just runs
here and there, but if disturbed it eats clothes and other
objects of attachment belonging to the people. If someone
harms the rats they try to harm the person as much as they
can by destroying things or food that the people take great
care of.
2. Anyway, this is not the purpose of the human rebirth.
Its purpose is to try to bring every sentient being into
everlasting happiness, and also to develop the neutral feeling,
to see all sentient beings equally. Animals, those lower
beings, cannot do this. Achievement of this meditation is
the purpose of taking the human rebirth. Even animals have
friends, enemy, stranger-dogs, rats, and so on. Humans shouldn’t
follow the same pattern, as this is not human behavior, but
rather behavior similar to that of an animal. Also, animals
help those whom they are attached to as much as they can,
and try to destroy enemies as much as possible, so to do
so is not human action from the Dharma point of view.
The human aim is to bring peace, perfect peace, not only
to humans but to all sentient beings. Even if I achieve this,
it cannot be transplanted to other sentient beings, and it
cannot be shared. Therefore there must be some other way
to bring them peace. Bringing peace to other sentient beings
depends on completely releasing them from the unsubdued mind
that disturbs perfect peace and this depends on their having
the complete achievement of method. Thus, bringing them to
peace depends on each of us achieving enlightenment—without
this, without understanding their levels of mind, we cannot
help each sentient being in the wisest way.
For each of us, receiving enlightenment must be achieved
by following tantric practice and practicing the six paramitas.
This depends on full realization of the absolute true nature.
This depends on realization of great compassion and great
love. For these, we should have the experience of the practice,
the mind that is well trained in the practice of the basic
Mahayana meditations, or the citta, the mind, that has been
received through the practice of making oneself equal with
other sentient beings, and exchanging oneself with others.
These basic Mahayana practices depend on knowing that all
sentient beings have been our mothers and that they are infinitely
kind. To make ourselves well-trained in this basic practice
depends on the fundamental Mahayana equilibrium meditation.
Also, without higher Mahayana meditation we cannot receive
the tantric path.
Therefore, the practice of the Mahayana equilibrium meditation
brings peace and escape from suffering by achieving enlightenment.
It also has the power to bring all sentient beings into perfect
happiness. Therefore, meditation is the principal cause of
the most perfect peace, enlightenment, and is the principal
cause of the most perfect happiness, enlightenment, for all
sentient beings. It can be the beneficial cause bringing
perfect peace to every number of sentient beings.
So actually, what brings the world into peace? We always
talk about “peace” society, country, family,
group—each thinks it is making peace. In each country
the different groups want peace their own way, they make
constructions and arrangements for peace, and make weapons
for peace. None of them brings peace to himself, let alone
others in the group or country, or all sentient beings. Because
these things are not done in cooperation with Dharma, they
never bring peace. The practice of the Mahayana equilibrium
meditation, however, can really bring peace. First we ourselves
gain peace, and then with our own experience of perfect peace,
with perfect power and understanding, we can enlighten all
parents, relatives, societies, populations, all humans, even
all sentient beings, into the highest, perfect peace.
Even if we haven’t achieved perfect peace, the mind
that is living in the practice of subduing the negative mind
and killing the unsubdued mind, the cause of suffering for
ourselves and others, helps other people a great deal. At
the same time the practice does this, it subdues the negative
mind, fertilizes the mind like a field, and helps others.
Wherever one living in this practice goes and travels, for
all surrounding people and other sentient beings, any sentient
beings, there is less suffering and problems and fewer enemies.
Enemy is only created by the negative, unsubdued mind. This
practice subdues the negative mind; therefore, this person
doesn’t create problems for others—parents, children,
any others—wherever he goes, no matter which countries.
His mind is always thinking of people as he helps others
with understanding, with wisdom, as he doesn’t create
problems with the partial feelings towards friend and enemy.
Traveling people always have problems like this—two
people start a problem, it gets bigger and bigger, more people
get involved—different castes, groups societies, and
countries. Same problem, one country attached to one, not
to another.
Even if there was only one human being on this earth, only
one person left, would that person be in peace? Even though
he killed all the others, he would have no peace. He may
miss his friends, and there would be many other problems.
Because the principal cause, the unsubdued mind, has not
been controlled, there can be no peace.
Those who landed on the moon should have the achievement
of perfect peace because there are no other people there
that they can see. But real peace is the cessation of greed,
hatred, and ignorance. Even if the mind is not completely
out of it, we should engage in fewer actions that arise from
greed, hatred, and ignorance; this is different. Peace doesn’t
depend on the place or on being alone—so this person
living in practice becomes a person that all people like,
his personality is good as he doesn’t follow his negative,
unsubdued mind, or greed, ignorance, and hatred. He doesn’t
create problems. If he was attached to one, he would hate
another, and the hated person wouldn’t like the person
to whom he was attached, would be jealous, confused, and
feel hatred, also causing others to fight in jealousy. But
because his actions with others are equal he doesn’t
create problems of confusion, feeling hate, causing others
to fight in jealousy. Because his actions with others are
equal he doesn’t make others confused. His mind is
always in peace and happiness, not uptight, like water boiling.
His mind is always relaxed, so good, and his vibration, his
influence, is good towards others, making others like him.
He always has fewer problems. Even though he has not achieved
cessation, he is living in the practice.
This practice is only to do with the mind—it doesn’t
depend on bells, dorjes, or desks. It is only mental action.
It has that much power, but if we go to find that mind, it
is difficult to find. But its power is beyond the objects
of our mind.
3. This is a very true, logical reason. Both of us desire
happiness and don’t desire suffering, therefore we
are equal. I have life, he has life; there is no difference.
Why should I care more for myself than for him? There is
no logical reason to underestimate the other. So why should
I harm him? If he disturbs me, if he enjoys my clothes or
takes my food, as we are equal—both not desiring suffering,
both needing happiness—there is no reason to kill him
because he used my enjoyments, no reason to react to him.
As I desire happiness, so does he, there is no reason to
take less care of him than of myself. He also has life, mind,
and feelings, so it is the same thing.
4. The falsely conceived self-existent “I” is
not on any part of the body or the mind, and is not in the
continuity of the mind. The self-existent “I” is
the mind “I” that does not depend on body, mind,
the creator of the “I,” or the word or name, “I.” (The
creator of the “I,” and of every existence, is
the mind. But “I” does depend on the word (and
the other senses). For example, “Max” is an object
of the five skandhas, and does not exist as an entity. The
wrong conception of “self-I” is beginningless.
As long as this exists it is perpetuated and leads to viewing
others as self-existent. The pure “I” that is
seen by the enlightened beings is within us all. False views
of self and others means objects are viewed falsely, as self-existent.
Attachment leads to greed and hate, and so the ignorant mind
increases. To get out of suffering, first check in, and see
yourself as non self-existent. The check out and see objects
in their true nature. The self-I consciousness is the creator
of samsara and can be cured by all these basic meditations.
The body is not “I,” yet if someone hits it
I get angry. I say, “He’s disturbing me,” discriminating
in words that are empty. If we check up right at that time,
we can’t find the “I” that the anger feels
anywhere in the body—none of the aggregates is “me.” We
can check up if the anger is not strong. So there is no reason
to get angry.
The partial mind is an expectant mind and makes a friend
of someone who will help some time in the future, or who
has helped in the past.
Palden Chodak (Dharmakirti) was a highly realized Indian
Pandit who wrote the root of the logic (Compendium on
Valid Cognition), originally explained by Guru Shakyamuni. This
text proved past lives and so forth, and showed how Guru
Shakyamuni was the founder of the presentation of the logical
evolution of the mind.
(Page 104)
The self-I consciousness is ignorance. The “I” consciousness
as such is not ignorance. It is thinking, “I am self-existent” that
is ignorance. This causes attachment to the “I”,
the self-entity, the self-existent “I.” The more
profoundly the “I” seeks the less “I” can
find it. But without checking, to my ordinary mind it seems
it is always there, as if this whole body is “I,” one
with “I.” We think, “This is I.” Without
checking, there is this feeling. But although I’m attached
to this “I,” I can’t find it—if I
check and seek it—it exists nowhere. That’s why “I” is
void of a self-existent “I,” that’s why
the body-mind combination is void of the self-I. Anyway;
it doesn’t matter.
On this basis, due to the feeling that this body is one
with “I,” attachment to “I” arises.
So, that’s how this wrong conception is the base of
attachment to “I.” As I feel this I can’t
find “I,” so when I seek and find that there’s
no “I,” I then lose attachment to it. The attachment
decreases and loses its strength. The uptight feeling becomes
loose, sort of free. For example, if there’s not the
table supporting the objects, the objects fall down—there
is no foundation. It is the same thing with the self-I conception
and attachment that arises due to greed. Attachment doesn’t
find an object to be attached to, like a person throwing
eggs can’t find a target, or like someone trying to
put things in space, expecting them to stay up. Since it
can’t find the object of attachment, the attachment
itself has to be lost. Attachment to the “I” is
based on the wrong conception of self-I.
As this wrong conception sees “I” as a self-entity,
also the “I” object of attachment is based on
that view of the self-entity and is seen as good and beautiful.
It thinks, “I am good.” In the same way that
there is attachment to “I,” this brings attachment
to my pleasures and possessions, my body, and so forth. So
now anyone who disturbs my pleasure is recognized as the
enemy as the anger comes. As the anger sees the disturbing
person as ugly, he is discerned as the enemy. That negative
mind of hatred sees him as ugly due to the attachment to
pleasure. Then attachment discerns the one who helps my pleasure
to be friend. The one who neither disturbs nor helps is discerned
as stranger.
There is much confusion between the enemy and the subject, “me,” and
also between the friend and “me.” There are many
kinds of confusion—in different ways the mind is uptight,
attached, wants to react, and wants to give harm. There is
being hateful toward one person by discrimination of self-I
and self-you, as if he is also a self-existent person, or
a self-entity. Then we fight, and so many other types of
negative mind arise, such as anger and so forth. There are
complaints, destruction of one’s own and of others’ things,
life dangers, and also there is much confusion. Both actions,
attachment and hatred, are negative. One makes us not realise
the faults of hatred, the future suffering result, and the
other makes us not recognize the faults of attachment, causing
ignorance to increase and making one deeply ignorant. Therefore,
as both are negative, many causes of suffering are created
by the person. Some sufferings have to be experienced in
this life, others in future lives, depending on the karma.
All these problems come originally from the self-I consciousness
and the attachment to “I.” If we are not attached
to “I” there is no way to be attached to pleasures
and possessions. Then there is no way to dupe the enemy,
or to help someone while discriminating “friend.” As
there is no discrimination there is no negative mind creating
future suffering. The main thing is this—all the problems,
all these discriminations of friend, enemy, and stranger
that are made by the negative mind, the whole thing comes
from attachment to “I” from self—the “I” consciousness,
the wrong mind of a non-existent object. So the whole thing
is wrong, illogical. It is never true because the creator
of discrimination, the negative mind, is a false mind, and
this negative mind comes from the self-I consciousness, which
views the wrong object that doesn’t exist anywhere.
The self-I actions are wrong, because self-I is a false conception.
For example, if the roots are poisoned the whole tree becomes
poisoned—the branches, fruit, and so forth. Or, this
wrong conception sees me barking and since he dislikes dogs
he discriminates this as bad. This is illogical because it
doesn’t exist as he sees it, his perception is wrong.
He sees an object that doesn’t exist for the logical
relative mind, and is not true to the omniscient mind. The
object, dog, is not true and doesn’t exist. If it did
exist it should be seen by the omniscient mind, and if it’s
not seen by the omniscient mind then it doesn’t exist.
So it’s all false, since it starts with the wrong
conception that views an object that doesn’t exist
anywhere. The whole evolution from there is not true, so
how can we trust the negative mind that discriminates the
enemy? If we could, then we could trust the view of the self-”I” consciousness—”I” as
a self-entity. This consciousness is like the mother who
produces many children. But we can’t trust it because
we can’t find it, (although if we don’t seek
it we think it exists), and we don’t find it since
it doesn’t exist. If we discriminate and trust the
wrong view it only brings us more suffering and conflicts,
only causes us to go deeper into conflict and sinking.
5. These two negative actions help us to remain in samsara
longer, to continually experience all the different sufferings,
and prevent all the realizations. That is the result of our
following these negative minds in previous times—that
is what those negative minds have done to us, and we should
continually remember this. We have to work and examples are
useful to understand Dharma, to advance the mind, but we
don’t have to practice the ordinary examples. Without
practicing, just by understanding these examples, we can
achieve all realizations. That is the power of the mind,
although this seems impossible to the ordinary mind, from
the ignorant point of view.
An ordinary example: if he touched me in earlier life, disturbed
my relatives or myself, caused me trouble and suffering,
beating or starving me, then because of this impression I
have, I still remember the effects that I received from him
in previous times, I still remember the suffering and how
he caused me trouble. Because I keep on remembering this,
my mind is always spiteful. The idea of him as a bad person
remains in my mind, even if is not spoken—it continues
to happen in the mind. As memory gets stronger and stronger,
that much more I dislike him, that much more anger comes.
I detest and dislike him more, and so the anger gets stronger.
Just like this, anger and more dislike start to rise when
we only talk about the effect of the suffering he gave me.
Then feeling arises, the desire to destroy him, retaliate,
and harm him. I am greatly willing to make him non-existent,
I think how good it will be when he is non-existent, how
happy I will be.
In this way, more and more we should remember the faults
of the negative mind, continually remember the faults of
the negative mind of attachment, and see anger and hatred
as the worst poison—as poison in the stomach that causes
us great suffering, not knowing when we will die. As we would
wish to take that poison out of our bodies without even leaving
it for a minute longer, we should develop a similar feeling
towards our negative minds. Being afraid of these minds,
we should renounce them.
6. Negative impressions arise from discriminating with hatred
and greed, which leaves negative impressions bringing suffering
results and similar actions. Each time we do this, the mind
becomes more ignorant. Habitual actions of animals, people,
and so forth are done without being taught, actions such
as greed, anger, theft, and sexual intercourse are done intuitively—they
are habitual actions, done in past lives. They don’t
depend on someone teaching them. Additional negative impressions
cause us to repeat these actions in this life, and will cause
us to repeat them again in the future. In this way the mind
is made more ignorant, and as this happens we engage in different
negative actions that will cause our future suffering for
eons.
7. We think that there is a need to hate the enemy because
he complains or because he hates me and so forth. Although
it is my perception that there is someone there, that a voice
or hand is raised, this means that my understanding of evolution
is incomplete. If I react to this and get angry, it means
I should also get angry with the miraculous, apparitional
person transformed from an object by a magician, because
as the enemy is dependent on the existence of his body, and
we believe deep in the heart that his body is enemy, so is
the miraculous person dependent on the object (that was the
base of the transformation) and on the black magician. So
for the same reason, I should get angry and fight and kill
this miraculous person—he is also dependent. But this
would be considered silly, ignorant, knowing that it’s
a mere transformation. The person who understands that this
is only a transformation created by another person sees no
reason to react to it—anger doesn’t arise as
he sees that the object is not a real, true person. And when
the person who does not understand that it’s only a
transformation realizes this, he discovers himself to be
foolish.
It is the same thing in terms of someone who understands
the absolute true nature of a person, of karma, and has the
same feeling as that first person, thinking that getting
angry is meaningless and a waste of energy. He sees the person
as being completely empty of that self-existent enemy. Therefore
he doesn’t react and get angry, just as that other
person doesn’t react to the transformation. The person
seeing the absolute true nature sees it only as dependent,
a creation of the magician. He sees the “enemy” as
dependent, and his body as dependent.
First, we got angry with the body as it is moving. But his
head is not the body, and the hand, leg, and so forth are
not the body, even the whole group is not the body, so how
can I harm or kill the body? If I check up I can’t
find the body, so how can I harm or kill it? Secondly, think
about the mind. It is also dependent, as is the body. His
dependent body has no control, his mind causes physical action,
so his mind is enemy |