OM AH HUM Meditation
by Lama Thubten Yeshe
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When you meditate, don’t squeeze yourself. Just sit
comfortably and let your breath energy flow naturally; be
just as you are. Don’t think, “I’m a meditator”;
don’t think, “I’m humble”; don’t
think, “I’m an egotist.” Don’t think
anything; just be.
The meditation
Purification of body
Place your hands in whatever position is comfortable for
you and close your eyes. Visualize a white OM at the center
of your brain, a red AH at your throat and a blue HUM at
your heart. These letters are made of radiant light. If you
can’t visualize these letters in Tibetan or Sanskrit,
you can visualize them in English or any other language.
Concentrate on the white OM in your brain. Recognize that
this white OM is the pure energy of the divine body of the
buddhas and bodhisattvas.
Make the sound “OM” and visualize that radiant
white light emanates from the syllable, goes down your central
psychic channel and fills your whole body with blissful,
radiant white light energy. All conceptions and impure energy
of body are cleansed and purified.
It is important to visualize that your entire body, from
head to toe, is completely full of blissful, radiant white
light energy. Feel that. Continue making the sound “OM” for
two or three minutes while you are meditating and purifying
your body.
When you stop making the sound, don’t do or think
anything. Remain perfectly still, fully aware, unconcerned
with good or bad, not reacting, free of any internal conversation,
with all your attention on the light consciousness at the
center of your brain. Be there. Be intensely aware and let
go, without sluggishness, without distraction, without expectation.
Intensive awareness leads to the experience of zero, or
egolessness; emptiness; nothing. Comprehend this intense
awareness and let go.
Purification of speech
Concentrate on the red AH at your throat chakra, like the
sun at sunset. Recognize that this red AH is the pure speech
of the buddhas and bodhisattvas.
Make the sound “AH” for two or three minutes
and visualize that radiant red light emanates from the syllable,
goes down your central psychic channel and fills your whole
body with blissful, radiant red light energy. All conceptions
and impure energy of speech are cleansed and purified.
Again, when you finish the recitation, just be, without
any expectation or interpretation, in a state of intense
awareness of your own consciousness.
Understand your experience of the non-dual, of the non-self-existent
I, of nothingness, zero, empty space as truth; as reality.
This increases your energy for strong comprehension of reality.
This experience is much more real than your waking, fantasy
sense world.
When uncontrolled, distracting thoughts come during meditation,
realize that not only you but also all other sentient beings
are in the same situation of not being able to control the
mind. On this basis, cultivate equilibrium and loving kindness
for all others. Thus, your uncontrolled, distracted mind
becomes a resource for the development of loving kindness.
When it arises, direct that intense awareness of loving kindness
towards your consciousness.
Hence, there are two ways you can meditate here. Either
place intense awareness on your own consciousness or, when
distractions arise, direct intense awareness of loving kindness
on your own consciousness. Alternate these two.
Then, your loving kindness manifests in your central channel
at your heart as a full moon disk.
Purification of mind
At your heart, on the moon disk, stands a radiant blue HUM.
Recognize that this blue HUM is the non-dual wisdom of all
the buddhas and bodhisattvas. Your heart is pure, cool and
calm, opened by the radiant light of the moon and the HUM.
Infinite blue light radiates from the HUM. All narrow thoughts
disappear; all indecisive minds disappear; all obsessed minds
disappear.
The radiant blue light from the moon and the HUM fills your
whole body. Your whole body feels blissful. Filled with light,
there is no room for fanatical, dualistic concepts. At the
same time, make the sound “HUM” for two or three
minutes. Then feel infinite blue light, like your consciousness,
embrace the entire universal reality. Your intensive awareness
embraces all of universal reality. Feel and be, without expectation
or superstition.
Conclusion
There are two essential experiences that we can achieve
through this meditation: wisdom and method. The wisdom experience
is intensive awareness of your own consciousness. The method
experience comes when you get distracted and use that lack
of control as a resource to re-generate loving kindness.
Then, when you are again free of distraction, remain in the
experience of wisdom. In summary, when your concentration
is good, place your attention on wisdom; when you are distracted,
generate loving kindness.
Recitation of the OM AH HUM mantra is very useful. Since
you are often too busy to recite long mantras, you can recite
this short one, which represents all other mantras. In particular,
when you say “OM,” intensive awareness is energized
and your consciousness awakens within you.
The purpose of meditation is to awaken us from the deep
sleep of ignorance—to awaken us to universal reality,
not to our usual fanatic reality. Mantra touches a wider
reality; that’s why it’s useful.
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